A New Chapter Unfolds...

Its kinda sad to see things going this way. But things happen. So yeaah! I shall embrace the matter. There is nothing left to say now. Even if have i wouldnt say it cause somehow the things i say will get twisted and the storyline will change. And it will be like W.T.F. Since you said you've tried then ok laa. You try alrdy. I dint know posting an old photo and sending me a one sentence msg means TRYING. And somehow you make it seems as if i am being the difficult one in this matter. Asking me what happen between us. Like really bitch...really? Who started behaving like a stranger after the break up? Who? Blocking me on your fb and unfollowing me on twitter. -.- Still have the cheek to as me what happen between us. What a btich. Urgh! Seriously. You twist and turn stories. Making the other party like the bad one and you are always playing the victim. Get a life lah sia. I am sick and tired of this.

And one more thing...please dont dwell in the past. 4 years ago story...you're still bringing the matter up? Dint i clear the air the other day. Giving you the fucking apology you wanted sooo badly that you had to go and complain to your then bf and he had to talk it to me. I find all that fuckign bullshit. Fucking shit. Now come to think of it...why the fuck did i said sorry when clearly i wasnt in the wrong. You were clearly behaving like a jumping bitch. There i said it Jumping bitch. And guess what? You are still behaving like one even like 4yrs later. I swear you deserve the title Jumping Bitch. Everything that we all did for you...you just forget them. Its like you dont appreciate us anymore. Just because you know how to dress well now and stuff. You think you are cooler than us. We were there when you had no one. We were there when you were ugly. We were there fromt the start. This is how you treat us after all these years?

I am just disappointed.

A good getaway with the boyfriend ^^ Lets do it again on my next holiday kay syg? :)) And i shall make my passport like end of the mth so we can head to jb together aite? :)) Alhamdulilah for everything. ^^ Hee! Through thick and thin we go through whatever together kay! After today i my loveee for you grew even MORE. (: You and i bth know why :)) Hee! Kay dah enough of meluat-ness here.

Anyway, this wk is my last wk of hols before sch officially starts nxt monday :( TAAAK NAAAK! So far its been great and tomorrow i gotta wake up early just to drag my butt to sch at 8. Why lah i so itchy go and volunteer for orientation tomorrow. Hmph! But at least i get to seee bear tomorrow! YAY! (: Its been so longg. Like 2yrs plus? And wassup with the sch books being out of stock. Its only the first day of sales and dah sold out. Ape je! Now i have to wait for monday and like drag my heavy bag till 6? Ish! Irrits TTM.

You might think, that i shld not be with him and that our r/s is FAKE. Well here is what i got to say, Fuck You Bitch!.Kay dah goodnight people! ((:

Jeng!Jeng!Jeng!

Guess who decides to finally update their blog? ((: Hee! I knw i have left it untouch for super long already. Hee! ((: Kadang2 like no ilham to write liddat. Been having attachment for the past 3weeks of my life and the cming week is going to be my last week off attachment. Like finaally! And soon after its alrdy the exams. Boohoo! :(( Who likes exams anyways? Hmm...so anyway i am at kk now. And uhm....i dont like it there! The babies are adorable and the kids there too. But their parents are NOT. Thats why i dont like it! I rather take care of old people then kids. Cause when you nurse kids you are also indirectly nursing their parents too  -____-  And it makes working so much difficult. So yes. I rest my case. LOL.

Today was my rest day. I dint study or do anything. (: Played poker on fb and yes i win hell lot of $$$! (: And besides that i did nothing today. Woohoo!

On a random note, Happy CNY ^^

Red, Its the new sex.

My first post for 2011 (: The last time this was being updated was last year? Padahal it was only a few weeks back.Bumpy rides here and there towards the end of 2010 and the start of 2011.  But i believe that i will be strong to face them all regardless what the outcome is.  Thats just how it should be (: Yeap.

Just promise me that you'll stay ♥

It feels like it was quite sometime since i update this little space of mine :) Hee. Today evening, went out with my older brother to go meet up with his friends. Which i so long never meet alrdy (: HAHA. Its like months and months ago since i last saw everyone (: It was fun! Chilled at starbucks and getting mind-fucked by zul over his magic tricks. HAHAH. And like serious shit for a moment he was like david blaine but the malay and asian version of him. LOL. (: I definitely would want to hang out with them soon ^^ hee. Thanks for today everyone ((: Sadly no group photo lah eh! Perhaps the next time when i see all of you again (: ^^

Baby...all the best for your interview tomorrow aite? :) You will definitely do well and impress all of them ^^ Go kick butt my darling boy-pren. *hugs*

Had a very impromptu picnic with baby today (: And i am lovin it very very very much. Just us with no distractions around and with the awesome cooling weather. Everything feels so perfect (: Perhaps that was what I needed. Its been so long since we did such things. (: Brought my nenek's lemak ikan cili padi for our little picnic and it definitely made us kenyang. ((: YAY ^^ All i wanted was just one day with you thats all. Just that one day to make up for everything that has been happening. Though i dint tell you this. I guess somehow you manage to figure it out (: ^^ Thanks my love. *melts*

I love you more than the stars in the sky and the fishes in the sea (:

Indeed, today has been a better day compared to the previous days (: YAY! Thanks bebs (: Went out with wan and she-lala. We went to catch gulliver's travel and i must say it is a v v good movie (: Super the kelaka and obviously worth the money cause we had it on student price ^^ (: Soon after had lunch/dinner at long john silver. The next plan was to go down to 5bar along raffles place there to hear my friend sing. Tapi end up we went there but it just dint feel right. And plus it was crowded and he was like so far away. So decided to ditch 5bar and off we went to yellow jello. Imagine lah eh walk all the walk to clark quay. *faints* HAHA. I wanted to hear him sing so badly but hey there's always anthr day? (: HAHAHA.

Anyway things to a turn. I hope it will get better in time. InsyaAllah (:

Let's runaway to the place where love first found us. 
Let's runaway for the day, don't need anyone around us.
When everything in love gets so complicated, it only takes a day to change it. 
What I have to say can't wait, all I need is a day.

:'(

Someday.

This week many things have happen. But sadly i dint blog about them :/ Anyway this week mark the last week of school! YAY! Like finally ((: We had a gift-exchange session and a mini gathering where we ordered canadian pizza (: Thankfully everything went as planned. And tomorrow would be my class bbq. The time that everyone is waiting for is finally here ((: Looking forward for more class bonding session with all of them since this would be the last sem before we all move up to year 3. InsyaAllah (:

Attended a wedding yesterday...and it was so beautiful. It got me thinking how will my turn out to be in the future. Btw no *hint*hint* intended lah eh! HAHA.The bride and groom look so sweet and perfect for each other (: *melts*

Unfortunately, there is this one particular person that i miss oh so much! HAHAAH.Its been quite some time since i last saw you. Irrtiating! I miss you. I miss us! *hugs*hugs*

Happy 11th Anniversary Baby.

All I ever wanted was to be part of your heart,
And for us to be together, to never be apart.
No one in the world can even compare,
You're perfect and so is this love that we share.
We have so much more than I ever thought we would,
I love you so much more than I ever thought I could.
I promise to give you all I have to give,
I'll do anything for you as long as I live.
In your eyes I see our present, our future and our past,
By the way you look at me I know that we will last.
I hope that someday you'll come to realize,
how perfect you are when seen through my eyes.

I love you b no matter what k? :) *hugs*

I am digging off shoulder tops and not forgetting bloody red lipstick :) Smexy!

And so i have been not being faithful to my blog and update it like everyday :/ HAHAHAH. Sorry luh last week was busy preparing for many things that was why (: But i think everything shld be back to normal from today onwards ((: Whee! So anyway is my second last ica for this sem. Tomorrow would be the last one for my group :( Honestly i wish we dont have to switch group for year 3. I love working with all of them (: Though we have our ups and downs but still i dont wanna change! LOL. How sad :( Lets do well for our last proj like how we did for the previous 3 kay ^^ hehehe. We can do it ^^ Wheee ((: So had group meeeting for awhile just now after school. And i manage to get our song ready for tom presentation! Woohoo ^^

Todays lab was fruitful for me! Cause why? I manage to do my compression for cpr! LOL. Like finally. Cause everytime i practice..the compression all cannot make it cause its to low need more strength that kind :S Hahaha. Then finally i manage to do it (like 2 hours later) and this lecturer was so proud of me! HAHAHAH. She even clap when i mange to maintain it for 5 cycles ((: HAHAHHA. YAY ME! Tom there will be another prac hopefully i can do it ^^

I love my boyfriend. I mean who doesnt? Hee.♥

I dunno what pic to put as my blog post today. So i randomly took this one (: YAY! You noe what...i cannot wait for the hols to come (: But for every fun thing to happen there is a price to pay. That is hell week next week which is also my last week of school *Gerams* I will be having a total of 3 presentations and 1 bio prac all in a bloody week. Urgh! :( Mendak pe idop :S HAHAHA. All surrounded by crap in school ): Kay i sound so the whinny and complainny. HAHAHA. But i cannot help lah eh! Serious.serious. And hopefully class bbq will be a bomb like the sentosa one. Cause if not... it will be like a disappointment.  Anyway for these coming holiday...hopefully my dad will bring us for a short holiday. I tak kire lah mane as long its like out of singapore (: I dont mind visitng batam like last year. ^^ Well lets see whether i will be going anywhere or not. Hmm... ^^

I wont tell anyone that your voice is my favorite sound.

My Saturday.

Hello my fellow readers :) Finally today me and boyfriend spent time with each other. After like sooo loong. He is so busy these days :S *sigh* Today me and love went to visit our long awaited crocodile farm. Despite the rain and all we still so semangat visit the crocky's (: I am surprised that the area around the crocodile farm are all like those landed property houses. HAHAHA. I tot it would be like far far away from the people. Padahal tak. Its like literally side by side to the houses there. Interesting much? 0.o So anyways...the crocodiles there are like bloody big TTM. God knows what they feed them lah eh. All so fat and chubby. Me and love want to peek to see them also mcm takot2 cause we have these feeling that they would just jump up and eat us! HAHAHA. It was a nice experience though. (:

Soon after that we went to walk walk around and eat at some shopping centre call nex or smtg liddat uh. It was blooddy crowded!!! Like can smell ppl's body sweat that kind of crowded. It was a newly open shopping centre so what do you expect. hee! Then had lunch which was super nice and worth eating ((: Sadly i dont even remember the name of the shop.heheh. Before heading back home we went to punggol area to chill and bby paste his puma thingy to his car (: It turned our lovely and i like it ^^ (: hee. Till we meet again my love. :)

I love these people! They certainly did make my wednesday a BOMB! (: Hee! It was definitely took my stress away! YAY! We went to chill at acid bar cause they had live band playing! And i tell you the singer..his voice was like mc dreamy that kind! HAHAH. And just nice we choose a table that was exactly opposite from him. hehehe. And he sing the songs that we all dedicated ^^ I am in love with Blind by Lifehouse thanks to him! (: Sedap lah oi! Might drop by again with the usuals to hear him sing nxt week if all goes well ^^  (: And after he ended his performance he came and chatted with us :) ^^ HAHAHA. I will definitely come and hear you sing again :))

Alahai! This boy so cutee! *pinch cheeks*

School was v v short today:) After school was the fun part!Hee(: We had a surprise installed for her to celebrate for her belated bdae (: Whee! Blind-folded  and blast music to her earpiece from school all the way till yishun there! Hehehe. Kecoh or what! We only unblind-fold her till we reach BBQ Chicken (: AHAHA. Hope you love the present and surprise and everything love ^^ I love you babe :)) hee ^^ The things we do with each other is like interesting and i am glad i did it with you love ^^ (:

Gotta get started now with my slides for presentation tomorrow! *bite fingers* hee! Byeeeee!

Vampire Diaries *Squeals*

How was your sat people? Hee. Mine was a stay home saturday (: Cause my nenek wasnt feeling her usual so i stayed home instead to look after her :) And she is doing well now. ((: Alhamdullilah :)) ^^ Tak sia-sia ape aku blaja kat skolah.hee! ((: Besides that i pretty much did nothing at home. HAHAHA. Watch movies online and vampire diaries je. Apparently today's post is filled with smiley dont you think so? HAHAH. Tomorrow i will be heading down to town with abang cause he wants to cut his hair this means i can go look see look see at the shops there and go get my color hairbands :) YAY! Sleeping over at my dad's tom too!((: Cant wait! ((: Hee!

Woohoo! Finally friday is here :) I feel like a sign of relieve i manage to pass thru the week smoothly. (: Well i admit that i have been a little emotional these pass few days. hee! ((: But all is okay now. My mood is back to how it is and everything! ((: I was suppose to get my color hair bands at tamp today. But guess what? End up i dint buy any :S Ish. HAHAH. Padahal my intention to go there was to go get my hairbands. But its alright next week then (: Heee! Have a happy weekends people! Cheese!

To my dearest love,

Jauh ke hujung dunia ini
Ku tetap kan menunggu mu
Jangan bimbang jangan ragu
Kau tetap bintang hatiku
Kekal sehingga akhir hayatku
Ku tetapkan menunggu mu

♥

Time pass by fast when you are having fun:( And it will pass slowly when you are not. I wish it is the other way round.*sigh* I met up with love today after so loong. Like finally lah eh...i miss you so much love. More than you can imagine. (: I really had fun spending tym with you doing what we usually do. hee! (: Dinner and a walk with the cooling weather. Everything feels  so right whenever you are beside me. (: Though it was like raining most of the time but i had fun today. (: Thanks bby for today. For the umbrella and the rides and everything lah ^^ You know you are the best (:

No one else will have me like you do. No one else will have me only YOU.

My mood has been really terrible. Now i am all cranky because i am tired. And i am tired because i am cranky. I know it doesnt make much sense. I just feel like shouting out loud "FUCK" for no apparent reason. Crazy kan? I thought after lab test i would be okay. But then no leh nvr change. Honestly, school is draining me out. Especially today :( Start at 8 and  i only left school like close to 7 ish gitu. And tomorrow school starts in the morning again.FML :/ I am just like so cranky and feeling all depress. Perhaps i should take hariparidol (sp?)  or some anti-depresent meds. Its the time of the month now and i dint noe it affects my moody oh so badly. :S

Truth is, I miss you, all the time. :/

A wonderful saturday indeed :) Though at first it was raining like mad over at my place it dint stop me and love from having fun! (: He came over to pick me up and waited for me under my blk holding an umbrella. HAHAH. Cute lah i see my boyfriend at times. ((: We were at pasir ris the whole time :)) First up had lunch at downtown area. The food was nice but the serving for my green curry chicken was alooot.  ((; After that me and love when exploring that area. And first we went to pasir ris park...walk here walk there saw ppl fishing and got this man he manage to catch a cat fish! I guess after me and love saw that man fish it triggered bby to go visit the fish farms at pasir ris farmway area there. Which i swear i dint noe it existed! HAHAHA. It was a new experience for us going there! Nxt tym we go fishing kay! I see people fishing i also want lah eh! The excitement of catching your own fish is indescribable, HAHAHA.

Then next stop, we went to visit the pet shops there. Its a lot lah eh! Even got such thing as pet hotel or smtg liddat. Coool or whaaat! Its like a whole different world in there. I tell you! And the kittens i saw in the shop.they were so ADORABLE! Urgh!!! Mcm nak bawak balek keep as periasan gitu. HAHAHA. I wasnt afraid cuz they were all in there cages. So i action lah make that noise to attract them cuz i know they cant come near me! HAHAHA. ((:

Love thanks for bringing to all those places today :)) I havent been there before and i am glad you brought me there! ((: Its always nice exploring new places with you, my love.

I feel very weird tonight.

One minute i can be happy and smiling and the next i would be feeling like shit. This is all thanks to PMS. Its the time of the month again. And looks like boyfriend is the victim of it. HAHAHA. Sorry my love! Tahan aite for a few days? (: I am sure it will be away sooner or later ^^ So that explains why today's post is filled with bold letters. Hahaha. Kay i doubt that makes any sense. But whatever! :3

I am loving my blog pictue. HAHAHA. This picture is so true lah. Its for those ppl who are dmn petty lah in terms of finding there a partner. You ppl noe who you are. somtimes you just have to give and take. You cannot find anyone who is perfect. So yeah. LOL.

Lab thoery done and next up its prac. Of fuck! Sumpah i am freaking scared. I heard that there are alot of ppl who failed. Oh god! Some lectures shld just jumpe dwn the building and die. God knows why they are so strict in accessing us. Padahal its like we will get scared. I pray so hard that i dont end up getting one of those stupid lecturers who would jsut fail you that kind. FML lah eh!!! Theory jsut now was err...i dunno. HAHAH. I swear they shld make the paper longer cuz 50 mins aint enough lah oiii ^^ On the brightside besok is friday. YAY!!! (:  ^^

Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha to everyone :) I think have officially gain weight after today. I lost count of the number of times i eat lontong with the lauk and everything. Oh sunnguh sedap sekali *yum*yum*yum* hee! Tomorrow we are having theory paper for nursing lab and i dunno why but i have no feeling at all. No fear or panicky attack. And that aint good. My engine hasnt start yet for this sem. HAHAHA. I guess my brain is in holiday mood still. Padahal dah like 4 weeks into school alrdy lah eh! Doa2 it starts like asap cuz hell week is coming nearer. :S  Yikes!

It feels like a saturday today. Dont you think so?

I am so lovin the weather tonite :) Hee! Its going to be one coolling nite ^^ wheee :)) I m a happy girl cause the war is over. HAHAHA. And i made it out alive :) hehehe. Besok hari raye haji :)) hehehe. YAY! Feeling-feeling mcm hari raye gitu. :) Anyway just now ate my dearest bby's mom cooking! Fuyoo sedap lah oiii ^^ HAHAHA. ((: Bie love...i love you no matter how at times we can be a pain in the butt to each other :)) HAHAHA.Afterall thats just how we roll! We drive each other to the wall! (:

Anyway since bsk is a special day, me and b decided to listen to Maher Zain songs in the car. HAHAHA. Mak oiii his voice is dmn soothing. Kalau orang yang suke marah2 kasi je dgr one of his songs confirm cair beb! HAHAHA. Its truee! ^^

Happy 10 Months Baby! ♥

I went to little india todaay!!! Woohoo :)) Finally, my craving has been fullfilled :) (kay i dunno whether tat line make sense or not.heh.but you noe i noe what it means lah eh!) Anyway...my 10 mth anni with love was spent at little india having my lunch cum dinner eaing thosai at my favourite shop :)) HEE! Sedaaap lah oii ^^ hehehe. Kay i shld quit being so the over dramatic! I love you honey having simple celebrations like this already put a smile to myself for the nxt 398748239749 days :)) hee. I am smiling from ear to ear like kid cause i get my thosai!!!hee ^^ MMUUUAAAH :)) ^^ Baby..i love you very very much and i know there is many many wonderful things awaiting for us in the future ^^ AMIN :)) hee!

I love it how you always find a way to be the highlight of my day. ♥